COSMIC LOVE

amandangiam — Sun, 29 Jan 2012 19:43:13 +0000

“Breathe, eat, sleep, wake up and do it all over again, until one day it’s just not as hard anymore.”

- Elena Gilbert, TVD.

It gets better every single time I must say, I’m getting there, almost there.

Double kill.

amandangiam — Sat, 28 Jan 2012 19:12:21 +0000

Such an awesome week, the reds double killed the Mancs! Eliminated City of Carling and United of FA, if only they could produce results like these every game.

amandangiam — Sat, 28 Jan 2012 19:06:43 +0000

Bitch please, jsyk if places switched, I would never have done what you did. I might have moved on but that doesn’t mean I’ll ever be ok with your actions. If I were you, I would’ve ceased contact the moment I knew his intentions because I would never allow myself to be caught in such a situation, it’s just wrong but I guess different people have different ideas of what’s wrong or right. Plus that apology and all the “I don’t like him at all”, save it. To think that when my friends warned me, I actually told them that you’re a nice person and you wouldn’t do that. How naive of me. zzzz.

In any case, I think you owe me an explanation and an apology.

Hello, is it me you’re looking for?

amandangiam — Wed, 25 Jan 2012 11:58:27 +0000

THIS IS SO COOL, Lionel Richie’s Hello made with movie clips!

amandangiam — Sat, 21 Jan 2012 21:38:14 +0000

“If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best possible way. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him. Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. Not knowing what to do is the worst suffering.”

-Paulo Coelho

3 months on.

amandangiam — Thu, 19 Jan 2012 22:17:08 +0000

Major love this 2 articles from Thought Catalog:

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/youre-not-allowed-to-love-me-anymore/

“The only power you’ve left with me is the power to reject you. And I’m sure as hell not going to let that one go to waste.”

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/upon-realizing-you-no-longer-love-your-ex/

“Maybe there was no “emotions off” switch that got flicked. Maybe it was a gradual erasure and your heart just now acknowledged what your head figured out long ago. Either way, your sensibility got altered somehow: you can now see clearly. They don’t love you, and that’s totally okay because you don’t love them either. You think back to the person you were three months ago, trembling and crying in an empty, unmade bed. You don’t recognize that person.”

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I just had a conversation about you and her but to my surprise, that old familiar queasy feeling didn’t come back and I even managed to laugh it off. I’m quite proud of where I am now tbh and quite frankly, I didn’t know I would get here three months ago, when I spent a whole day getting in and out of hysterical bawling (embarrassing but yes, I spent the whole day in bed just crying). Whatever it is, it took me so much to get here so I am never looking back. Looking at you now with indifference, I start to see things so much clearer and realised that the breakup was for the better. I am not going to regret having known you but thank you for making me happy while it lasted (or not), and for breaking my heart as I am stronger now. Now I know what I want and what’s good for me. I guess we all know what’s good for us but many times, we choose to go with what’s obviously bad for us and ignore the good.

Whispers “Hello, I’ve missed you quite terribly.”

amandangiam — Thu, 19 Jan 2012 21:07:16 +0000

thank you singapore, i’ll see you in 5 months! (:

amandangiam — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 19:36:03 +0000

christmas present from the school

amandangiam — Tue, 17 Jan 2012 11:33:03 +0000

2500 + 2000 words – 16th Jan

1500 + 1500 words – 23rd Jan

Just finished the first part but you know how you’re supposed to feel liberated after submitting an essay? I don’t because I have another two to write. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

so come on, come on.

amandangiam — Fri, 13 Jan 2012 14:10:38 +0000

“And the distance is quite simply much too far for me to row, it seems farther than ever before, oh no. I need you so much closer.”