Major love this 2 articles from Thought Catalog:
http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/youre-not-allowed-to-love-me-anymore/
“The only power you’ve left with me is the power to reject you. And I’m sure as hell not going to let that one go to waste.”
&
http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/upon-realizing-you-no-longer-love-your-ex/
“Maybe there was no “emotions off” switch that got flicked. Maybe it was a gradual erasure and your heart just now acknowledged what your head figured out long ago. Either way, your sensibility got altered somehow: you can now see clearly. They don’t love you, and that’s totally okay because you don’t love them either. You think back to the person you were three months ago, trembling and crying in an empty, unmade bed. You don’t recognize that person.”
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I just had a conversation about you and her but to my surprise, that old familiar queasy feeling didn’t come back and I even managed to laugh it off. I’m quite proud of where I am now tbh and quite frankly, I didn’t know I would get here three months ago, when I spent a whole day getting in and out of hysterical bawling (embarrassing but yes, I spent the whole day in bed just crying). Whatever it is, it took me so much to get here so I am never looking back. Looking at you now with indifference, I start to see things so much clearer and realised that the breakup was for the better. I am not going to regret having known you but thank you for making me happy while it lasted (or not), and for breaking my heart as I am stronger now. Now I know what I want and what’s good for me. I guess we all know what’s good for us but many times, we choose to go with what’s obviously bad for us and ignore the good.
